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The reasons whyI can go and meet the most perfect man there ever was
And still there will be nothing

His handsome face has no effect on me
The feel of his body is something I do not desire

His kind words do not make me smile
His humor will make no laughter come out of me

He is wonderful, good, and true
But he is not for me

I knew this long ago
Yet you still questioned me

I can sit with a woman
No matter what her face looks like

For her to keep speaking is my soul's desire
The very breathe I need for living

Her touch makes my skin tingle
Her words make my breathe hitch

Every sound coming forth from her person
Is a new reason to make my hear

A Place of Strange NamesIt all started the day Hope was lost. No, actually, it started a while before that, when she discovered Joy, the black-haired bitch that worked at 7/11. Love made sure they stayed together, since Love was in love with love, the narcissistic hippie. She supported their relationship - Love was love, after all - but I didn't. I was Convention, pure and simple, average and normal.

Anyway, Hope was lost after the final fight with Curiosity. She had hidden pictures of herself and Joy - nothing nasty, but you could tell they were a couple - in Pandora's toybox, and Curiosity just couldn't keep

SynchronicThe agony that strikes my heart
With the strength of a piercing sword
Trying my best
I fight the pain
But it never seems to cease

In this artificial world
I cannot see you
Please come to my aid
So we can be together once again

i met a song in a subconscious barIn a subconscious bar
I met a girl.
She had acoustic locks,
eyes as bright as guitar twangs
and skin alive with passionate vocals.

She was one of those anthemic pop-rocks,
regulars at this frequency
and yet she still got me
with some enigmatic, hope-filled charm
and made me ask

what's her name?

And as she spiraled
into my mind, she
kissed my brain goodnight

And when I woke up,
I needed
her name.

Mother FatherMother Father
My time is gone
Mother Father
I apologize for all I've done
Mother Father
This day I die
Mother Father
No room for goodbye
Mother Father
I can bear no more
Mother Father
Failing is all I'm good for

Forgive me for whatever I do
When I don't remember you

Was It Something I Said?You fucked with my emotions

Screwed around with my feelings

At first you said you just needed time to think

But now you say you're single

What the hell is that supposed to mean

I'm going to show you what happens

When you play me for a fool

You just toyed around

With the wrong person's heart

Back off

Shut the fuck up

You dare try to touch me

And beg for my forgiveness

After what you did

I don't even want to smell the aroma

Of your breath in the atmosphere

Tell me to stop screeching

I'll just take those pretty lips of yours

And tie them in a knot

See

This is what happens

When I get pissed off

Oh

You don't know

Time is of

I give you my wordYou're so beautiful
and I will always mean it
You made my heart race
when I first Met you

I've loved you for awhile
but was afraid to show you
You're still my crush
and I will always care about you

I will always be here for you
through the worse and the best times
Cause it is true to me
that I fell for you the longest

You're amazing eyes
and the lovestruck smile
I will always love you
even if we aren't together

You're an amazing girl
and I hope you're future is wonderful
I give you my word
that I will always be here for you

Ode to sadness (Spirit day 2012)Fear. Claiming the mind.

Its only a matter of time...

Even the strong ones break...

And the sad ones shake...

The yelling gets too loud...

The monsters are so proud...

You; yes you! Are the one who back them in the corner...

You're the one who slammed them through the border...

You don't see how much that effects everyone else...

You just laughed; continuing the assault ...

You weren't the one who walked into the result...

You weren't there to hold their mothers hand...

As she watched her child returned to the land.

They aren't easy to replace...

Which is why it all ends with you in a bad place.

Hate is such a nasty thing.

Tha

Mirrors and MeI look in the mirror,
And you know what I see?

I see a little girl,
Looking back at me.

Her braids are long,
And her smile wide.

She's who I was,
Who I left behind.

I knew who I was,
I was happy with me.

This is someone,
I no longer see.

I look in the mirror,
And who do I see?

I see John,
Looking back at me.

His hair is long,
And held back for mommy.

He is part of who I am,
When I dance he is me.

I am him,
As he is me.

Neither one of us,
Is truly happy.

I look in the mirror,
And who do I see?

I see my mother,
Looking back at me.

We look the same,
That's what I'm told.

Will I still resemble her,
When I grow old?

SilentThere is something I'd like to say
But do not have the courage to come out and tell you
Because I know they would put you in dismay
There is something I'd like to say
I am gay
If only you knew
There is something I'd like to say
But I do not have the courage to come out and tell you

The Power of WordsThe things we say
can change the world
make others laugh, smile, and proud
When we speak to help others
those words improve humanity
When we speak to encourage others
those words spread hope
When we speak to accept others
those words end hate.

The things we say
can tear the world down
make others cry, frown, and ashamed
When we speak to hurt others
those words damage humanity
When we speak to intimidate others
those words spread fear
When we speak to reject others
those words end love.

When we speak in love
hate is forgotten
No one must live scorned and scarred.

When we speak in hate
love is forgotten
No one will liv

My Life Is A PlayMy life is a play
Emotions and expressions
Written out for every day
Not knowing how to feel anymore
Doing what is expected of me
Is all I'm good for

Following the script
Of each character
I play the role
Better than no other
The scenes always changing
Personalities ranging
From hundreds on end
At first I had to bend
My back so far
But now I've surpassed
The average bar
And even as things get rough
Me, myself, and I
Are still in perfect touch

Love meTime of pained heart never fades.
With a new sun, it breaks apart.
Oh, please, make me well.
Understand my hurt inside.
To the withered voice,
It echoes once more.

Memories of the past flow wildly
A wind of cold, of ice and blood
A knife that cuts my own flesh
A thought of then and when
Oh, please, I beg silently
Love me for who I am
For what I want
For what I have become

A Lover's LongingI don't think I'll find peace
Until you're here with me
When my body can physically feel
What the Universe has made to be

Every time I hear your voice
I get a shiver up my spine
I giggle like a schoolgirl
Living out adolescence in its prime

I don't think I'll love another
Quite as much as I love you
Sheerly because we're best friends
And are alike in so much that we do

I hug my pillow at night
Wishing it were you instead
Crying the driest tears
That leave no stains upon my bed

I wish I were with you every day
That I may express my love for you
In a slightly differing sense
Than that which you are used to

Real DreamsOpen your eyes up
Because here it is
The most perfect thing
Is standing next to me

Have you ever had a dream
A small pocket fantasy
Assume it won't happen
Delightfully proven wrong

Lips touching
Eyes closed
Heart racing
Life on standby

Everything is brighter
Everything is better
Everything is perfect
Because of these moments

Energy isn't supposed to work like this
But
But we seem to have created more
Love broke physics rules, and fuck that anyway when

When you've got a pretty girl
And the night is a little cold
And people are dressed in costumes
And maybe, just maybe

So, maybe things are going exactly as you dreamed
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Colors of the Rainbow

by ~willalwaysbeme, Nov 5, 2012, 3:55:41 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I take time to realize

What way my soul shines

The color of my heart

Do I possess pink?

Is it a bubbly blue?

But I'm not

Any of those things

No

My star is all the colors

Of the rainbow

Painting the sky with smiles

And leaving a trail

Of prosperity behind it

Colors of the Rainbowby ~willalwaysbeme

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Just a little poem~ ^^
Just so you know, the pink and blue refer to boy and girl.

Critique by ~banni-rox Nov 5, 2012, 5:14:05 PM

Good poem for anyone who has lost touch with the world. It may be short but. This poem speaks thousands of words. Simply motivating. It's just so beautiful. It helps a lost soul find their path back to it's hollow corpse. It's a very moving poem. Ithelps me see the light the world has left. Many who are lost try to see the light the world has but can't find the light that fits for them and their lives. I crave poetry like this and hope you continue to write more enlightening poems like this one. I love it too much

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~Kill-Your-Heroes Nov 21, 2012 Student General Artist

I love this so much!

Fantastic job!

~willalwaysbeme Nov 21, 2012 General Artist

Thank you very much! ^^

~Kilayox Nov 5, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

my hair is rainbow too :0

~willalwaysbeme Nov 5, 2012 General Artist

I saw, it looks great! <3

~Kilayox Nov 6, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

pshhh its all faded now, I have to re dye it but thank you <3

~willalwaysbeme Nov 6, 2012 General Artist

Haha i still like it though; I can't wait to see it redyed! ^^

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c: thankee

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